News I didn't ever want to post...

I don't really update this blog often, if at all anymore. However, there are some who may still check it or that I don't have the ability to contact.

I am beyond sad to say that on Friday, October 10, 2008 my Mom ended her struggle and passed away. She was at home, and I am assured it was as quick and painless as it ever can be. She was in good spirits, and had a great breakfast I am told, one of her favorites--Red Velvet Cake. I don't think anyone can be 'ready' for a parent's death, and this has been so hard on me.

I will provide a link to her obituary, in case there are some out there who may wish to see it. God Bless and Keep you all.

http://www.legacy.com/dailyitem/Obituaries.asp?Page=Lifestory&PersonId=118677202

Angi

Long Time, no post!

Hi!

It's been quite a while since I"ve posted in this blog. Last year I set it private since I didn't have the time to post/update or anything like that--and my life was absolutely crazy.

Well, my life isn't any calmer, but it is less busy. Unfortunately I had to leave my job due to family issues, and my health. So I'm a stay at home mom again--this will take some getting used to! Also I've been diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis this past February. I had an attack of optic neuritis and then what followed was tons of tests(I will NEVER have another lumbar puncture-NO WAY). I am hoping it is relasping-remitting MS, but just as diagnosing MS is difficult, so is determining what type it is. I've started on injections of Betaseron-no fun either since I HATE needles LOL. There's a lot of support for MS however, which is awesome.

My mom is better-she is home but her health is never going to be the greatest. We're just all grateful she's still with us! I just spent 6 days down in PA with her and my family. It was great to see her and my gramma!

I will miss working-but I'm looking forward to stitching again!!! I've been scrapbooking a lot lately-now I'm planning the pages about my MS and giving myself every other day shots!!

Well--not sure how often I;ll post, but I'll try!

They seem to be working...

The good thoughts and prayers!

Mom is improving--small baby steps, but still improving. I'm so grateful, and relieved. The doctors are all still being guarded, but *I* am so thrilled with the respirator settings (the ones in the beginning 5 1/2 years ago were frightening). I mean she is maintaining high saturation (97-100) on 40% oxygen! She's apparently aware (and I'm sure wikked pissed about the respirator) and can answer direct questions that she can nod her head to. However as agitated as she is about the vent, they have her quite sedated--which is what she needs is sleep!

I am calming down--I may just sleep tonight and I finally ate more than a mouthful for dinner. We're most likely going to go down next weekend--in a calm, organized manner! Unless of course something precipitates going sooner.

Thank you again for all the good wishes...I'm headed to bed!

Bushels and Pecks....

My mom used to say this little phrase to me when she tucked me into bed at night: "I love you bushels and pecks, and hugs around the necks, and bunches and bunches and bigger bunches!" I can remember giggling madly when she somestimes made 'bigger bunches' really pronounced. I say this to my daughter now, we do it a bit different, but still it is a precious thing.

Mom is in the hospital again. I saw her on when I was in PA for CATS and Tory got to spend a bit more time with her. I haven't blogged about the fact that she had gone into the hospital about a month ago, and had stepped down to a nursing home facility for some intensive rehab to help her get strong enough to walk again. She'd been doing okay..not great but okay. I've been calling everyday, and this last week or so her breathing was really wheezy, and she hadn't been feeling well. Running a low grade temp, but everytime I then spoke to the nursing facility, they said they were on it and taking care of it.

Apparently not so much. She went to the ER Monday night and they discovered she had a mild heart attack either Saturday or Sunday, but that wasn't the major issue. She's had pnuemonia for well over a week now (apparently no one was on the breathing/fever issue after all). She went downhill so fast that they had to put her on a respirator and induce a medical coma to help her heal. It's five years ago all over again, only this time I am 8 hours away. She was so sick then, she was in a coma for 28 days and all I wanted was for her to wake up--my birthday was close then and I said it was the only present I wanted. She woke up 3 days before my birthday. I'm not so sure this time. She's stablized at this point, apparently her kidneys aren't happy and not functioning well--but that happened last time as well. My prayers all consisted of "Your will Lord, not mine. Your will Lord not mine" I just hope and pray if it is her time, she will not suffer more. She's been in pain now for so long, and struggled for so long.

The doctors have said there isn't much I could do right now-so here I am still in NH. It is so much harder now that I work full time-a year ago this time I would have already left. That balance is SO hard to find. So, if you read this blog--please take a moment to say a little prayer for my mom Joan. If it is God's will that this is her time, pray please that she doesn't suffer, and I am praying for guidance in how to tell my 10 year old.

Take care of yourselves....

Whew what a roller coaster!

These last few weeks have been a major whirlwind of activity! We've gone on
adventures, work has been a blast (busy but a blast) and I've been on a road trip with the kiddo!

First things first--

My lil one started fifth grade this year. Wow what a change! They get *serious* this year, and it's an adjustment for her. She is quite smart but she has a couple of areas of struggle-mainly organization and deadline control. She's not doing too badly, but she does have to work at it a little more. She seems to really enjoy the stuff she is learning though!

We've been doing a lot more family oriented stuff, especially now that time is more limited. DH took Tory to the Aquarium in Boston, and then they explored around the downtown of the city for a while.



We also did the Faery Houses tour in Portsmouth this year--We've been trying to get to this for the previous 2 years, and this time we went. How very cool! It was a walking tour around the historical section of the city, with a ton of gorgeous houses nestled in lots of spots!




Dan also took my very favourite picture of me and the kiddo EVER!


We also caught a New England Revolution home game--all four of us as a family! We don't get to do that much anymore with Alex being a senior, but it was a blast!




Wow, lots of pictures, and there's still more to come! I think I'll do the rest tomorrow!

Take care!

A busy week!

My baby girl --well I can no longer call her a baby! She flew to Ohio last Sunday all by herself, to spend a week with Dan's Mom. We are so blessed as a family! She got to do so many things, but apparently the Toledo Zoo was the biggest draw--that and Nanny's swimming pool! A few days before that she got a brand new haircut. I'm slowly dealing with the fact that she is So grown up, and she wanted a shorter haircut. So, she got a shorter cut--and it makes her look MORE grown up! LOL Here's a few pics of the cut, and the airplane trip!




There isn't much other news, so I'll leave you with this that I found on a few blogs:) feel free to snag it and answer it yourself! You can only use 1 word to answer the questions!

1 Where is your Cellphone? Tote
2 Relationship? Married
3 Your Hair? Red
4 Work? Dream!
5 Your sister? Hearts
6 Your favorite thing? Laughter
7 Your dream last night? Joyous
8 Your favorite drink? Mt. Dew
9 Your dream car? Sportage
10 The room you’re in? Bedroom
11 Your shoes? Slippers
12 Your fears? Easing
13 What do you want to be in 10 years? Owner
14 Who did you hang out with this weekend? Family
15 What are you not good at? Surprises
16 Muffin? Blueberry
17 One of your wish list items? Refrigerator
18 Where you grew up? Pennsylvania
19 Last thing you did? Stitch
20 What are you wearing? Robe
21 What aren’t you wearing? Contacts
22 Your pet? Cats
23 Your computer? Laptops
24 Your life? Amazing
25 Your mood? Contentment
26 Missing? Ray
27 What are you thinking about right now? Marketing
28 Your car? Optima
29 Your kitchen? Small
30 Your summer? Whirlwind
31 Your favorite color? Purple
32 Last time you laughed? Often
33 Last time you cried? July 24
34 School? More! :)
35 Love? Completely

Whirlwind

That's what my days have become! A whirlwind of getting up, getting out the door, breakfasts, lunches, childcare and then a drive through the *snort* joys of New Hampshire summer construction zones. Work is busy (which I love!) but I am never sure when the day is done if I've gotten everything I needed to do done.

Striking the balance between work and family is never something I ever had to do before. It's so hard, and not at all easy to navigate. I love my job, and there's always more to do. More ideas, more improvements--and new products! But the 10 year old also has new ideas, new things, and a whole world of things to share. Stitching time has dwindled to nearly nothing, and as the hobby that feeds my soul-I need to figure out how to fix that. Not to mention ANY sort of quality time with my husband. Note I haven't mentioned housework or laundry--yeah.

My main communication forum has been the telephone lately, and my email responses and things like this blog have suffered. Of course then I feel guilty! LOL It's typical. But things are good-the new car is great, and comfortable and affordable. Tory has made a great friend at camp this summer, and is visiting her summer house in Vermont today. She leaves on Sunday for a week in Ohio by herself :) And then it's just 2 weeks to school-the summer is flying by! I'm looking forward to August 10th however! My husband and I have a date :) The movie "Stardust" is coming out and we have been looking forward to that for longer than most people have known about it even coming. So I'm leaving work early, and we might even get dressed up for a somewhat fancy dinner ;) Or not--but it's date night nonetheless :)

I'm SO glad to see my sweet caffeinated friend is blogging again (and even happier to be talking to her a couple times a week again!)Not sure about that whole sanity thing though *grins*

Take care of yourselves!

Blessed!

That is how I am feeling today!!

My birthday was this past Tuesday--July 3rd, and in recent years hasn't always been the best day. With two children with birthdays in July, typically we're focused on them--as it should be. And face it, once I reached 30, it was really just another day to me. So I should have been unsurprised that Tuesday would be the day I was told by our garage that our reliable Taurus finally had to be let go. There were some major repair issues that would cost well over what the car was worth. So--off to the rental agency we went to get a car, as with two jobs we need two cars. We decided on a Kia Sportage, because I'm really intrigued by the Kia cars at this point, and was seriously considering buying a new Kia. Not the Sportage, unfortunately since it doesn't get good enough gas mileage to justify it! When we replace the van however, in about 2 years, the Sportage is tops on our list! We get the rental, and my sweet husband gives me my gifts. He bought me several DVD's I had had my eye on, and a beautiful princess cut channel set wedding band. When we got married, we didn't have a lot of spare money, so I had a very thin band. I was speechless, and of course in tears not far after that! It is gorgeous! :) However that was not to be my biggest birthday surprise!

My friends, and I am so blessed with my friends--my friends have given me the most AMAZING Surprise!!! Two of my closest friends--Jamie and Dawn--have taken rooms at the Hershey Lodge for HERSHEY CATS!!!!!!!!! They are paying for the room, my registration, and all that. I just have to get there and have stash money!!!!!!! OMG I was so stunned!! I had to figure out the puzzle, which Jamie gave me since Dawn is of course in Arizona :) She first gave me a Hershey chocolate bar--sweet, but confuzzling as she knows I don't often eat Hershey's chocolate (I've been incredibly spoiled by my husband with sweets, when I do eat them these days). The next part of the puzzle was a very cute Beanie cat. I have to say I was doubly confused until my husband picked up one of our furry living cats, and said "it's not a cat, it's CATS" and the light clicked on!!!! I didn't think I would be able to get CATS this year, and since it may be the last, it's fitting that I go! I grew up not far from that area, and in fact my first Hershey CATS show was 4 years ago or so :) I absolutely enjoyed it, and I'm looking forward to seeing a few of the people I saw at the Columbus trade show! :) I will also get to see my oldest and most best of friends, Crystal and my godson Christopher!!! Sneaky sneaky sneaky friends! I love you all :)

My baby girl (not so much a baby) will be home from her two weeks of camp this Friday, and I for one am thrilled to have her come home. I've missed her! I have gotten letters from her already, and I think it's so amazing the things she's been doing--she's gone windsurfing, and has hours each day in the barn with the horses!

As far as the car goes, Saturday I went and did some test driving of cars--Kia, Hyundai, Ford and Honda. We ended up picking out a dark gray 2007 Kia Optima, and hopefully will be picking it up on Saturday. Meanwhile, I've got the Sportage to tool around in! :)

Wow, it's been a while!

My time is quite limited these days, with the commute and the family and the job :) So updating doesn't happen as much as I'd like.

It's been a crazy few weeks. It started the Tues after Memorial Day when my boss told me that yes in fact I was going to Columbus to the Trade Show. WOW! I got to meet Nan of Just Nan and lots of other designers. But the highlight of the weekend (besides the amazing hotel room all to myself!!) was meeting Nora Corbett of Mirabilia designs. I was so amazed, and she is so wonderful and fun to talk to! I got a copy of the new Thanksgiving Fairy signed, and some signed copies of her new free cherub!

Other than that we're just maintaining. Tory has another 6 days of school, and her softball team won their playoff game tonight, which means they play again tomorrow. She's hitting well lately, and you can just SEE her confidence soaring!

I hope everyone is doing well! I hope to get some breathing room soon to do some more blog reading, etc. But then again, I love how busy we are!

Peace to you,

Wow, what a month!

Greetings everyone! It's been a hugely busy month, but I finally have a few days off, and some time to spare from my family!

I mentioned some time ago that I got a job after 9 years of being a stay at home mom. This sorta threw Tory for a loop, since in her entire memory, I've never worked. Luckily, DH is able to work his schedule around that he can pick her up from the after school program, and they are spending a lot of quality time together. My commute to work is an hour and 15 minutes, so I tend to get home about an hour before her bedtime, and I take advantage of that hour to snuggle, talk and spend time with her. She seems to be adjusting now, and this Memorial Day weekend has been pretty important--both in terms of sleep, and time with her. We went to see Shrek 3 yesterday all as a family--what a funny funny movie! We all loved it!

So after a month of teasing references to my job, I figured I should probably reveal where I'm working :) I've been lucky enough to get a job that is perfectly suited to my skillset (I used to be a BellSouth customer service and sales rep--I won awards each quarter I was there) and it is in an industry that is my passion. It does however severely limit my stitch time! :) My job is.... hmm, maybe I shouldn't tell you :) okay okay okay...

I'm the customer service and sales manager for ABC Stitch Therapy! :) Talk about a dream job! I get to see and fondle all the stash before it goes out, I get to help people find things they are searching for, and perhaps some things they didn't know they wanted--happens to me all the time "gee how did that chart just jump into my hands?" But mostly I'm so grateful to have been given the chance to work in a dream come true environment.

The drive however, lol... not so dream come true lately! This past week I've had two things. First, got pulled over for speeding (got off with a warning, thank God) AND... after paying the final payment on the van, of course--I hit a deer Friday night late. It came from the median and my left side, and I'd been working late, so it was dark. Luckily I'm alright, and there was no mechanical damage to the van. We're going to have to replace the entire plastic wrap around bumped though, as that is in pieces. It was so scary, I've never hit so much as a squirrel in my entire driving life. I'm just happy Tory wasn't with me!

So that's about it from here as far as an update--work is pretty fast paced, so I don't have a lot of time to surf, read blogs or update mine as I used to. And when I get home, and weekends are my family time--more of a priority than ever. And my stitch time! Wow do I appreciate that time now more than I ever did!

Speaking of stitching time--gonna run and get some of that before anyone else wakes up!

Peace to you all,

I LOVE my job!!

Well two days into my job and I ADORE it!!! I am having a great time at what I'm doing and my boss seems to be really happy with me. The drive isn't too bad, thank heavens and right now with the lovely weather it's a pleasure! I'm sitting tonight after cleaning up from dinner, and I hope to get a few hours of stitching in tonight!!

Thanks so much for all your comments, well wishes, and thoughts!! They mean the world to me!

Happy May Day!

Happy first of May to you all! Today is my last day before I start working, so I'm in a frenzy of nerves, cleaning, and preperation! Hopefully I can get it all ready and be able to sleep tonight (unlike last night!).

First--Goals!

For April I said:
Goals for April:
1: Stitch & mail JN RR and Spot RR on time! YES!!!
2: Stitch 5 hours on Autumn Faery Spirit NO ! :(
3: Stitch design and mail by April 15 for exchange Yes!!!
4: Meet all mailing deadlines on time. Yes!!!
5: Stitch in PR stitchathon!! Yes!!!

For May my stitch time is going to be very limited, so I'm going to have to be more realistic!

1: Finish Mirabilia RR piece and mail on time!
2: Stitch 5 hours on Autumn Faery Spirit
3: Meet all mailing deadlines on time!

Now for some pictures! I received my PIF from Jenna this week! What a gorgeous bracelet she made me! Thank you Jenna!!

I also received my Mystery Exchange from SBEBB! Karin was the one sending to me, and I love it!! I've posted a closeup as well so you can see the intricate beading!



Have a great day everyone!!

Germs, you have worn out your welcome!

We're slowly recovering here from some sort of NASTY virus--like a bad stomach flu on crack or something. I ended up in the ER Thursday night and even after multiple bags of fluids, was still not hydrated enough for them to be happy! Dan and Tory seem to have gotten milder, yet still nasty cases of it. Tory had to miss her first softball game :( But I am posting a picture of her at the last practice!


I also finished this round of the Spot Sampler RR. This one belongs to Melanie. I'm really enjoying these spot samplers!!



Otherwise we are all on the mend, and things are being set in place for my job to start on Wednesday!

Peace to you!

Presenting Moonlit Orchid

I finally finished it! Took far too long, but I am thrilled with the result. I converted the DMC to NPI silks, and the mill hill beads to Delicas. It is however late, and I am off to bed! Do make sure to click on the picture, the bigger one is much easier to see :)



Thank you for all the well wishes on my job, and also I am so thankful for everyone who reads and comments. It means the world to me!

Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes!

Wow, it's been a whirlwind few days! No I haven't finished Moonlight Orchid yet, though I plan to do that today!! I did finish a few scrapbook layouts that I was working on, and did some work around my house. My BIG news however is... I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!! I got a GOOD Job!!! Making good money, that I can physically do, and that I have the perfect skill set for!!!! *Dances around like Snoopy!!*

So this will cut my stitching time down drastically, but that's okay! I'll be able to help my family get stable and maybe fix this house to sell it!!

Whoooo hooooooooo!!!!!!!!!

Moonlight Orchid WIP

Because Jamie keeps bugging me... *grin* First picture is the last time I worked on it, way back in the fall, the second picture is where I finished up last night.. The second picture is much closer to the real colors..

I missed it!

Having been a Just Nan addict for some time, I don't really understand what was going through my mind the day I passed on ordering the Queen of the Needle Needlecase through The Silver Needle some time ago. I am regretting that so much these days now that the new sampler and ornament have come out.

I keep hoping that somewhere, someone will have bought it, stitched it and would now be willing to part with their chart! LOL Not likely I'm sure, but one can dream!

I need a boat!

Wow the floods in New Hampshire! Honestly I'm not sure if I'd rather the moisture had come as snow or rain--at least with snow there would have been a gradual shift! But a Nor'easter decided to slam into the East Coast and stay for a few days. We had over 5 inches of rain in a little over 24 hours--wild! Dan and I ended up in the back yard, in icy water up to mid calf, digging a drainage ditch so that all the run-off and melting of the 5 inches of ice/snow that was already on the ground could possibly stay OUT of our basement! We're just about at the bottom of a hill, and all the melting from the woods behind us was ending up at the back of our foundation. We'll have to figure out a better drainage system sometime this summer! I have to say I'd rather fix my yard then deal with inches of water in the basement again!

Tory is on her second day of no school due to the flooded roads. I think my husband may have made it to work today--he was having to go miles out of his way though! The road damage around here is worse then even the Mother's Day floods last year. I wasn't here for those ( I was in PA loving on my godson for the first time! :) ) Hopefully T and I can survive another day inside! It's not actively raining now, which is great! I've nearly got my laundry caught up, since I had Dan to fetch and carry the heavy stuff yesterday!

I pulled out an older WIP yesterday to work on--I just didn't want to work on *anything* and really was fighting the urge to start something new. With 44 WIPs, I really don't need to start anything!! I pulled out Moonlight Orchid from Patricia Ann Designs. I converted this lovely piece into NPI silks and had forgotten just how beautiful it was. I had had to pull out the flowers once because my conversion just did not work, but I'm quite happy now!! I got several bands finished last night, and did some work on the everlasting border--smyrna stitches covering just 2 threads (TINY), and in between Algerian Eyelets and Rhodes Squares. Not a problem except it is all done in #12 perle cotton. I HATE perle cotton! So I'm working on the border a little at a time ;)

That's all for me today--off to fold clothes!

Wonderful Weekend

What an amazing weekend I've had! It's been so wonderful that I am not even going to let the nasty weather in NH get me down. I am more relaxed and all the down-time has really given me new energy!

We dropped Tory off with our friends, along with 2 HUGE tubs of my old Beanie Babies. I was quite obsessive about collecting so I had hundreds. They have a little girl and a year old boy that were able to pick out as many beanies as they wanted! We couldn't check into the hotel until 3pm so we went to the bookstore. We spent about 2 hours wandering around there, picking up a few odd books and a thank you card for our friends. We then went to the hotel and checked in. Dan's brother and sister had given him an Escape Romance Weekend for his birthday. When we got to our room there was champagne and chocoate and a vase of roses. The king size bed was piled with pillows and was quite comfy! The package came with a gift certificate for dinner as well. We settled in and spent our time before dinner just reconnecting and chatting. We then got ready and headed out to the resturant.

We picked Radici in Portsmouth, and our reservation put us with the later crowd. I have to say this was the most amazing dining experience I've had in ages. No kids, no time constraints, no pressure. We had appetizers--a roasted artichoke heart dip, and braised short ribs over baked polenta. The ribs literally melted in your mouth, and the dip wasn't bad. Dan liked that one more! We had an imported Italian water since neither of us really drink at all ( I don't like wine). Then it was time for dinner--for Dan Gorgonzola penne with wild mushrooms and sun dried tomatoes, for me Osso Bucco. There are not words to describe the deliciousness of this. I was blown away by both the amount of food, and the incredible flavor of it. We of course did sharing, nibbling off of each other's forks! Dessert was last--death by brownie for me, and tiramisu for Dan along with a cappucino. All in all it took us over two and a half hours to eat, and I think it was the most romantic part of the weekend.

We went back to the hotel and snuggled in together, watching (and not watching) some television! We slept ourselves out--I woke up around quarter til 9 to my husband getting breakfast for me to have in bed. It was so sweet! Lots of talking, giggling , and snuggling later we realized we had to pack and head to reality.

Wow what a reality!! It's another storm for NH, bringing snow, sleet, freezing rain and the promise of more to come for *days*. Right now I don't mind :) I think it's time to go snuggle with my daughter and husband and watch a movie. Spaghetti sauce in the crockpot and the warm down comforter is calling my name!

This-n-That...

Not much of a post title, but it was all I could come up with this morning! :) My back has been giving me problems again, but I didn't let it stop me yesterday! I went to the free "Mom's Crop" at the Local Scrapbook Store. They let you use all their tools for free, and of course that just is an easy way for me to decide--oh I need THAT! I can't justify buying a cutting system yet, but I have asked for one for my birthday! I'm enjoying scrapbooking, it's giving me a creative design outlet that is 'quick'. I can get a finished result in as little as an hour, plus I get to go through and relive some of my most favorite moments in our lives!

Leave it up to my daughter to remind me at the oddest moments why I love being a stay at home mom. She came up to me this morning, so I could wrap her scarf around her neck for her. When she does it, and puts her coat on, it gets all bunched up, so it's easier if I help her. After I did it she said " Momma, I couldn't do that without you." My reply "of course you could honey, it's just easier if I help you." She thought about it a moment and said " Momma, you make almost everything easier! I love you so much." Until she has children of her own, she will never know why my eyes misted up and why I'll never forget it. Being a mom is so challenging, but it's moments like that--they make it all worth it.

I'm also thrilled to report that when she plays the clarinet at home for practice it actually SOUNDS like music now!!! Lemme tell you that's a relief! We're both itchy for softball season to start--although there's STILL SNOW on the ground!!

In stitchy news, I finished the JN RR and packed it off. I got most of what I wanted to do on the Spot RR done--checked in with the owner, and I'm going to be able to put on the peacock I wanted! It involved beads so I wanted to check :) I don't have to mail til the end of the month so I have lots of time! She sent LOTS of fabric! :)

DH and I are going on a romantic getaway this weekend!!! It was a gift from his brother & sister for his birthday and I can't wait! Friends of ours from the Church are going to watch DD--they have a little girl who is 3 who just adores her! So from Saturday at 10am until Sunday at 6pm we are just two people without computers or maybe even cell phones!!! :) We need this so much. I don't even think I will take any stitching!!

Wow, longer post that I thought it'd be! Have a beautiful day!
Peace